05-23-2016
I know having the attraction towards your opposite sex is normal. Something that made you feel human and turning you to head-over-heels and put you at cloud nine sometimes. But the attraction I feel is bound to be unacceptable. I can't like him just because I want to, but because it cannot be. He's way too far to reach. I'm a bold woman, assertive ( yeah sort of) but I'm scared enough for him to notice the feelings that I have. Our age gap is very seemly, he has a job but me..while me is completely an ordinary student who's still molding to get through with and go on with the life as a student.
Urgh! The reality is sometimes irritating!
So, this feelings must be forgotten to avoid openness and to avoid having the liability to explain to anybody. This feeling don't have the capacity to be nourish and don't have the capability to be encourage because this is so wrong. I'm so screwed, I don't want to deepen the feeling because I will just end up hurting, this is one sided like (I don't know if that's what you call for that). We are not a thing or an item, we don't belong for each others life and others world. And he don't like me either ( that hurts a lot). I will get through this. Period. I'll get over him, though I can't resist the feeling now, I know time will come. I'm exaggerating this but can't really help it! I don't want to get hurt more. I should stop this before it's too late...he will not catch me. So that's all for now.
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